To those who are concerned about me: Left with 76 more days...I pray hard that I will be able to endure till 15th of July ..To leave China, hurry back to Singapore...
Singapore, You're really a wonderful country...... I really regret deeply for not treasuring my time over there.. Falling sick & sick again over here (in China), it makes me realise how "soft" a human being can be... Really have to cherish everything you have while you have the chance..before it's too late!! After I fell sick, I start to learn how to appreciate my family better..(I really miss them) Other than that, I knew that I'm really lucky to have my friends here, if not I would not know how can I pull through without their care..??
So a big "THANK YOU" to you guys: Be it those who gave me their regards or those who took care of me..I really appreciate you guys... After this lesson, I have learnt to be more strong-willed..I should not be that "weak" anymore, I need to grow up!! I'm no longer a "girl girl", I am an adult, going to hit 20 years old in 18th of June this year... My parents won't be with me forever. I've learn that there is not such thing as "forever" too. Therefore, it's time for me to learn how to take good care of myself... From now onwards, I have to live with a stronger mindset, deal things more responsibly and more independently...
I felt like shouting this aloud to all of my friends and family, there it goes : I love all of you deeply...I will treasure every minute, every second with you guys...
Love & Hugs, Jin...
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Music Video
The Lyrics
Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass before
you know it you're frozen
Oh, but something happened
for the very first time with you
My heart was melted to the ground
found something true
And everyone's looking round
thinking I'm going crazy, baby
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill
my ears try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal is to
keep me from falling (Ohh...)
Oh, but nothing's greater than
the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me thinks
that I'm going crazy (Crazy) maybe (Maybe)
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see
'Cause I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
Oh, you cut me open and I
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
Oh you cut me open and I
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
My Profile
Name: Chen Pei Jin
Age: 21
Birthday: 18th June 1987
Favourite Animal: Dog
Favourite Song: It's up there!
Favourite Movie: None..
Favourite Marine Life: Dolphins
My Wishlist
1st: Turn back time and bring her back..
2nd: All friends and family to be happy & healthy..
3rd: See real dolphins...at least once.. :)
