Today,I went online to register the modules I need to take for the upcoming semester. I was so stunned...I got 8 modules......faint, I guess I can never enjoy life like I had in the past.The best part is most of the modules are in English...Well, Pei Jin's English is like "ah lian mixed a bit of singlish" , I have friends who commented that the way I speak English is too unique to be mimicked.
There are some nice gentlemen who told me, I should stay this way cause it makes mi pei jin.. (wonder if there is any sacarism in it, probably you people should let me know..what I should do about the way I speak English??)
Recently, there was this guy I knew online for barely 2 to 3 weeks. There was one time, I keep online and offline (due to some technical problems) , he thought that I was avoiding him and he said," you are such insincere friend, I guess I have to delete you away from my msn."
Few days later, he come and talk to me online again, then I was like I guess it's okay to talk to him again. Then, my darlings (poly friends, hehehee) call me so I have to stop talking on msn. ( If you guys know pei jin well, she can't multi-task, she can only do one thing at a time, that's why I think pei jin can never become a two timer..lol) After I finish talking to them, when I went online again, he's already offline.
Next day, he was so furious and reprimanded me. He said ," he was damn angry with me cause I ignore him and make him wait like an idiot yesterday." Faint...if you see I'm not there, then you should not wait for me, I got other friends who are waiting also never say anything. (maybe our character clashed) These other friends are being really patient towards me ( I know la, I shouldn't take advantage of their kindness either.)
Then, I wanted to flare up actually but I think no point, one day I might be treated that way too. ( who knows? I got his point actually, waiting is tiring and taxing, but i think he flared up a bit exaggerating.. :X) Next, he self proclaimed that he knew girls and their mindset well. So I asked," wow, then tell me what type of girl I am, I would like to know also."
He said that," I am that kind of girl who will like things for a short period of time." (quite true, but who will like some thing for a long period of time, don't tell me you will keep wearing the same shirt everyday just because you like that particular shirt) Obviously, if relationship stuff, that will be another story, it cannot be compared in similar way. However, I just admit that I'm such a girl... (but for food and beverage, if i got my favourites, I usually will go for it again and again...same pattern)
After that, he said, "some girls think that they got good conditions and tie themselves till very high to sell..., do you think you are one of them?" (I wonder if he is trying to "suan" me in a way, but kinda upset over it) Obviously, I said i'm not but who knows...probably I am... (thinking and thinking..) What he said makes me ponder...probably he's right after all... :)
P.S: There's this guy I will like to apologise to, he came back to Singapore just because he want to meet me. After that, I told him I was having my practicum, I really can't squeeze out the time for him. Then, he just went back to Australia to further complete his studies. I am really sorry about it... (I think he disappear somehow after that happen..) ----> I am really a nasty fellow... :X
Yours Sincerely, Pei Jin
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Music Video
The Lyrics
Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass before
you know it you're frozen
Oh, but something happened
for the very first time with you
My heart was melted to the ground
found something true
And everyone's looking round
thinking I'm going crazy, baby
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill
my ears try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal is to
keep me from falling (Ohh...)
Oh, but nothing's greater than
the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me thinks
that I'm going crazy (Crazy) maybe (Maybe)
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see
'Cause I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
Oh, you cut me open and I
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
Oh you cut me open and I
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
My Profile
Name: Chen Pei Jin
Age: 21
Birthday: 18th June 1987
Favourite Animal: Dog
Favourite Song: It's up there!
Favourite Movie: None..
Favourite Marine Life: Dolphins
My Wishlist
1st: Turn back time and bring her back..
2nd: All friends and family to be happy & healthy..
3rd: See real dolphins...at least once.. :)
