That day (24th September, Wednesday) was a lot of fun at MOS... :)
I went to Pei Jun's house at around 5.30 pm. When I reached there, she was snoring all the way cause I was late. (Sorry, Pei Jin was late...but I also treat my friends as well as how I treat my boyfriend one..don't complain anymore, girls) The moment I reach her house, I quickly look for her bed..You see how I look like when I am snoring..so skinny...Pei Jin must really eat more if not she's going to look like those African kids already..Then, I was awaken by one stupid call which was made by ga-thong-be-thong to Pei Jun. Thanks to both of you, my tiny eyes could not close...(cause it was so entertaining, the new version of "Gao xiao xing dong") I don't know they talk for how long before they hang up...
At around 7.00pm, the Pei Jun went to the toilet and bathe again...(For your information, when you hear that she wants to bathe or shit, you can be prepared to wait darn long) Pei Jin shakes her head..went to the cosy living room, takes the remote control..switch here and there...in the end, watch the local 7pm drama series...There was this girl who looked so cute and acted damn well, I almost cried when she acted that scene..(was about to take the tissue and sniff)Then, Pei Jun came out from the toilet and spoil the whole atmosphere..lol, then we start to eat KFC...woo hoo, envy right??
Finally, it's 8pm.. We start to doll up and off to MOS..In MOS, we saw Ga-thong-be-thong, he looks like a hectic old man.I realised he likes to wear black and it seems to be the same shirt... *shake head, thinking that nowadays civil servants really don't earn much... Ga-thong-be-Thong say hi to all of us especially to Janice, I think...his face changes very fast, the expression changes (from bitter gourd(bitter) to orange(sour) to mango (sweet) face)..the mango face is "dedicated" to Janice only..
After that, we went to the dance floor and wreak havoc...There was this "angmoh" request to take photo with me..(I tio ang moh again) Stupid Pei Jin, hands itchy...go and put the "V" sign when take photos with the angmoh..(my xiao mei mei image come out again la..sailormoon transform also better than me...)After that, nothing much happen..Pei Jun as usual...her fishing net very wide..lol...all the fishes will go to her and let her fish one..
That night, really was "ang moh" day for me... After that, we went trance area...dance dance dance..so tired..Then, I went to the bartender..I wanted to order "shirley temple" Then, there was another ang moh wanted to treat me drink..(at first ah, I see the cup so small and cute...then got lemon as decor so colourful..around it got salt...)The ang moh went on asking, "do you want some tequila shot?" *blur jin don't know what was that...but I remember hearing from pam, if the cup very small, usually it's very strong alcohol..So I reject his offer..saying that I don't drink..He ask us "you sure?? really?" I say ya..then he passed over to Janice..Our "cool" Janice shakes her head, rejecting the offer as well..(cool and icy as usual, our "Bing Shan Mei Ren")
After the whole thing, went back to R&B area..dance and dance..so tired...3am in the morning..It's time to "siam" already..that's all for that day...Have a lot of fun especially with those cute and pretty ladies..(Pei Jun, Wan Er, Pamela, Stella & Janice) My mood should be getting better... :) Thanks ladies..
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Friday, September 19, 2008
Finally, all assignments are all done for the time being...
One week recess break..wonder if it comes at the right time???
I did mention to my sistas about this "him" (bridge guy) when I was on my way to MOS that 3rd Sept night..
For your extra information:
This "bridge" guy once ask for my hp number in a very old biang way. It was a Wednesday afternoon, on 3rd September...at bus interchange.. (I can remember clearly cause a lot of things happened that day) He was a hunk (those beach boy kind) but I didn't give him my number at that time cause I was attached... Faint, wrong timing...
Story begin right after I alight the bus (in bus interchange)...
Beach Boy: Xiao Jie, xiao jie, you dropped your thing..(showing me a handphone pouch) Blur Jin turned and look at him..wonder if I blush?? Blur Jin: erhhh..I say no...not mine... Beach Boy: I think it's yours, I saw this thing drop out from your pocket...you give me your handphone number and I will pass it to you some other day since you are in a rush. (Please la, I was thinking I never use handphone pouch one, how can it be mine? And if it is really mine, I can get it from you right now. Why must I give you my hp number to get it from you some other day...faint... "should have use better tactic") Blur Jin: Then I say really not mine...I gotta go already.. Beach Boy: Okay la okay la, You're really a cute girl, can I have your hp number? (Piang...I was blushing like don't know what..plus he's charming..faint..) Blur Jin: huh? I'm rushing home for dinner now.. (I faster walk away, call my mother on the way to "ignore" him)
THE END... (Stupid me...wasted)
Then, yesterday I saw the "bridge" guy again...
I think he was blushing..lol..so funny and cute. with the paiseh look...
I was with my guy friend at that time (dominic)...
Then I think he misunderstood the guy friend as my boyfriend...
Thanks ah, Mr Dominic...
If nxt time I see him, that will be our third time we met..I think it will be fate liao...
I will confirm plus chop go and ask for his hp no liaoz..lol ( see la... maybe I don't have courage in the end, I not that thick skinned...)
For time being, I just want to be alone...independent is the best.. :)
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Monday, September 15, 2008
It's time for me to wake up...
I always thought that things will just get better if I tried hard for him...
I kept quiet...really quiet...till I've reached my limits..
I'm sorry for not fufilling my promise...to go through things with you..
I've made such a decision...for the sake of both of us
No point being together when both of us find it torturous...
Till now, I don't know what wrong did I do...
To deserve such treatment from you...
I hate myself for loving you so much..
Too much till I do not know how to handle....
I don't want my mood to change according to your reaction (calls & smses)..
I didn't want myself to bear with those "icy" treatment anymore...
It's really too much for me to take it...
I burst out crying every night just by looking those "sweet" smses (past)...
Wonder how come you can change overnight? Feeling a little disappointed..
Is it really worthwhile crying for you, I really wonder sometimes...
You are a nice guy... don't have to ask yourself that question anymore..
I am really glad that I met you..did enjoy those moments...
A big thank you for giving me these memories...leaving those footsteps in my life...
Thanks for giving me the chance to love u...
I'm pretty sure that I'm just losing somebody who don't love me as much as I love him..
(so my lost is not as bad as his..my only consolation)
Everything was alright till that night...
Maybe we are just not meant to be...
All the best to him :)
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5:17 am
Music Video
The Lyrics
Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass before
you know it you're frozen
Oh, but something happened
for the very first time with you
My heart was melted to the ground
found something true
And everyone's looking round
thinking I'm going crazy, baby
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill
my ears try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal is to
keep me from falling (Ohh...)
Oh, but nothing's greater than
the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me thinks
that I'm going crazy (Crazy) maybe (Maybe)
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see
'Cause I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
Oh, you cut me open and I
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
Oh you cut me open and I
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
My Profile
Name: Chen Pei Jin
Age: 21
Birthday: 18th June 1987
Favourite Animal: Dog
Favourite Song: It's up there!
Favourite Movie: None..
Favourite Marine Life: Dolphins
My Wishlist
1st: Turn back time and bring her back..
2nd: All friends and family to be happy & healthy..
3rd: See real dolphins...at least once.. :)
