I always thought that things will just get better if I tried hard for him...
I kept quiet...really quiet...till I've reached my limits..
I'm sorry for not fufilling my promise...to go through things with you..
I've made such a decision...for the sake of both of us
No point being together when both of us find it torturous...
Till now, I don't know what wrong did I do...
To deserve such treatment from you...
I hate myself for loving you so much..
Too much till I do not know how to handle....
I don't want my mood to change according to your reaction (calls & smses)..
I didn't want myself to bear with those "icy" treatment anymore...
It's really too much for me to take it...
I burst out crying every night just by looking those "sweet" smses (past)...
Wonder how come you can change overnight? Feeling a little disappointed..
Is it really worthwhile crying for you, I really wonder sometimes...
You are a nice guy... don't have to ask yourself that question anymore..
I am really glad that I met you..did enjoy those moments...
A big thank you for giving me these memories...leaving those footsteps in my life...
Thanks for giving me the chance to love u...
I'm pretty sure that I'm just losing somebody who don't love me as much as I love him..
(so my lost is not as bad as his..my only consolation)
Everything was alright till that night...
Maybe we are just not meant to be...
All the best to him :)
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Music Video
The Lyrics
Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass before
you know it you're frozen
Oh, but something happened
for the very first time with you
My heart was melted to the ground
found something true
And everyone's looking round
thinking I'm going crazy, baby
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill
my ears try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal is to
keep me from falling (Ohh...)
Oh, but nothing's greater than
the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me thinks
that I'm going crazy (Crazy) maybe (Maybe)
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see
'Cause I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
Oh, you cut me open and I
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
Oh you cut me open and I
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
My Profile
Name: Chen Pei Jin
Age: 21
Birthday: 18th June 1987
Favourite Animal: Dog
Favourite Song: It's up there!
Favourite Movie: None..
Favourite Marine Life: Dolphins
My Wishlist
1st: Turn back time and bring her back..
2nd: All friends and family to be happy & healthy..
3rd: See real dolphins...at least once.. :)
